ku bukan aku..

Lama sungguh hari berlalu
Hening malam menyiksaku
Bila bersendirian sepi jadi pilu

Kau pergi aku yang hilang
Sedikit pun hidup tak senang
Langit cerah ku renung mendung kelabu

(korus)
Kerana diriku bukan aku
Tiap kali kau menjauh
Fikiran tak keruan
Jiwa rasa kekosongan
Diriku bukan aku
Tiap kali kau menjauh
Pulangkan dia ke pangkuanku

Yang digemar menjadi bosan
Sukarnya cari ketenteraman
Bila hati bersedih semuanya tak betul

Ku cuba setabah hati melupakan
Dirimu dari ingatan
Tapi semakin dicuba semakin rindu





hey.. aku jadi gile kt lagu ni & of coz aku nk dedicate lagu ni utk dia.. my pingu w0ot w0ot~ =)

hey..

will they HATE for the choices that i've made..?
hmmm..
pas putus awal tahun ni.. taruk betul result aku.. aku rasa bukan sbb aku frust putus, tp aku frust sbb aku pnye "kumbang baru nak jadi" direbut org daaa..

hmmm.. aku x pasti cemane aku bole suke dia secepat ni..? hmmmm... mgkn sbb dia bidan terjun kot :p

aku frust gile mlam sblm exm bile aku dpt tau dia otw kapel dgn sorg minah ni.. uhhhh tensen nyah!!

ahhhh seb bek ade poraaa yg tenangkan hati aku..

aku bg ciri2 dia eh :

1. muke cam cino kopet,
2. pandai,
3. manis mulut.
4. hmmm askar..

ni yg parah.. lgpn mk aku x suke ank dia dgn askar. haha bagus gak tu.. xpela, aku nk nyahkan dia dari hidup aku.. hmm

terSEBAK.. ='(

And Rain Will Fall -

I can’t understand
Why my world keeps on turning?
And I can’t understand
Why the sun keeps on shining?
When you left me all alone

But I do understand
That you have someone better
And I can’t understand
That you saved me for later
I can take it I will wait

All that I need now
Is for the rain to fall from the sky
To wash away my pain inside
All that I need now
Is for the rain to fall from the sky
The rain will fall
The rain will fall?.




hmm... aku sedih sgt..
aku aku dh jumpe fuckud as terBAEK ah utk ganti RrR aku..
npknye tidak..
dia pn same je mcm ex3 aku sblm ni..

-pervert-


that's y i chose to let him go..
hmm..
ni lg 1 bende yg aku NAK, tp definately made me SEBAK..
aku.. dh lame berd0a spye aku npk RrR aku dating dgn awek dia depan mate aku.
alhamdulilah.. Allah makbulkan...

bukan ape, aku cume mahukan situasi ni utk bg aku SEManGAT utk lupekan dia..
ya Allah... mule2 memg aku x rasa pape, tp..
dlm hati..?? gigil... gigil sbb tahan sedih...

ya Allah,
terima kasih..
i am not ab0ut to lo0k at his face again, after this..
i knew it will harm me later but it's ok.. i'll be ok then..
=(

help me God.. to forget him... make me stay away from him..
i can't stand it by myself unless with your guidance.. Allah..
=(

OVER...!!!

it's all over between us..
bape ari je lg nk genap setahun.. CIS~~ aku serik betol lah mcm nih.. BENCI kt kau!!

-the end-